It is difficult to find time to write, but that is partly because I have not acquired the habit of doing so. When I have free time I do not think "I could go write something!" No. That thought comes when I understand something important or think of something worthwhile and wish ever so much that I were not the only person to benefit from my breakthrough. It frustrates me, the fact that each person must figure life out on their own in so many cases. Even though I know God knows what each person needs to endure, my automatic reaction is still to wish...well; surely for someone else to have to endure the same thing as I did is inefficient! Or such is my thought-process at times. But if I did something about that my energy would be diverted from near-doubting God's plan to attempting to serve as a part of it, however incompetently.
But that's as may be. The fact is that I think of writing at times when I cannot spare the time, or do not have much of interest to say. That's a bad habit which a little concentrated effort may break. If thing are busy that is one thing—but I intend to write here periodically even if I don't have a great deal to say (as today), in hopes that it will serve as an ice-breaker of sorts between the Blog and me.
